I wonder where and when it all went wrong, what exactly made me so snappy and mean and immature.
I wonder why I can’t interact with people very well. I wonder why I can’t always be nice and friendly to people without offending or upsetting them. I wonder why they can talk to people well so easily and I can’t.
I wonder why I can go a short time without upsetting someone and then all of a sudden I upset/offend/piss someone off.
I wonder how I got this way and I wonder how much longer until I stop being like it. I wonder if I will ever be nice, if I will ever stop being so mean and nasty, and if I’ll ever stop being so snappy.